Image courtesy of Rosana Cade http://rosanacadedotcom.wordpress.com |
I like to challenge myself to do uncomfortable things now
and again (I once held a tarantula to try and rid my fear of spiders) and
holding hands with strangers and walking around in public was pretty high up on
my uncomfortable list. Also, I’m pretty shy at talking to new people…what were
we going to talk about? Would there even be talking? What had I let myself in
for?
I booked the very first spot of the day, so that I wouldn’t
spend my whole Saturday fretting, and so that it might be a memorable
experience for the performers, too.
From the meeting point at Gulpd Café in the Triskel, I was
led to the starting point by the organiser, and told to close my eyes, breathe
deep three times, then open my eyes and the performance would have begun.
I opened my eyes to a striking shaven-headed woman, Rosana Cade, the piece’s creator, walking towards me with a smile. She asked me if
there was any particular way I hold hands with someone in my life, and she told
me hers. We intertwined our fingers and walked down Patrick Street.
So there I was, holding hands with a girl on a Saturday
afternoon in Cork – the busiest time of the week in the city, with the lovely
sunny spring weather adding to the amount of people around.
For the first time in my life I noticed people look at me
because of who I was holding hands with. People were furtively eyeing us up
with a trying-not-to-be-seen ‘I wonder if they’re a couple’ glance. I realised
this must the experience of same-sex couples on a regular basis, in a country
where homosexuality was only decriminalised 20 years ago.
Then Rosana linked me with the next walker – Jo, a petite
Indian girl, who told me that friends of the same sex hold hands in her home
country, and it is only seen as a sign of friendship, Lucy Furr, a showstopping
and charming drag queen from South Africa in a decked in silver paint, furry
white outfit and pearls, a laid-back bearded gentleman in a tracksuit top and
jeans whose name I can’t remember, and Dublin-based artist Veronica Dyas, who
led me to my final destination of Bishop Lucey park. With all performers I had
a friendly conversation – Rosana had said I could talk or be silent if I
wished.
Each transaction questioned the way I hold hands, and what
it means to me. Each person stopped with me beside a mirror or reflective shop
or car window to ask how our reflection made me feel.
I realised that holding hands in my world is only done between
couples, or when taking care of a child. I link arms with my female friends, my
sister and my parents – but I would never hold hands with them, I only hold
hands with my boyfriend. It’s strange that something so small that we do can
have such a strong significance.
And peoples’ reactions? To be honest, I had been anticipating
more of a reaction. I was expecting at least one derogatory comment during the
whole experience. But all we got was a ‘How’ya’ from two teenage boys when walking
down Paul Street with Lucy, and a few giggling tweens on Castle Street.
It is
nice to know that the people of Cork are more accepting than I thought – or maybe
I’m the one that is too easily shocked.
Well done Eleanor.
ReplyDeleteThanks Patrick! :)
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